Mood:
not sureI caught up on my webcomics, my youtube subs, and some emails as I was pretty much unable to do ANY net at all while staying at the hotel. The net they had only was 1-2M in speed and my laptop just dragged forever to do anything... let alone the lack of privacy really to do anything anyway.
I was able to launch off a few twitter messages on my tracfone.
Kinda winding down.. figured since not heard from training cuz noone assigned yet.. i'd maybe get a few days to relax.....
... I... was... wrong...
about an hour ago... a guy named Richard called saying he was from schneider and a trainer guy and was in Janesville. Apparently told me to meet him at the Travel America in Janesville by 9:30pm Sunday Night. :0c
So as for rest.. I guess i get tonight and Saturday... that's it. So no net on sunday.... and well obviously in truck with the trainer no net at all for I guess another week. sounded like he said he ussually just ran a week. Sounds like from Ottowa (sp?) to Chicago and back. Etiher way.. he sounded a bit... I donno. Said bring $100 cuz he eats out mostly... sounded kinda more all bout buisness.. not exactly a freindly training guy. Just a trucker kinda miffed I'll be slowing him down.
So-- no nice rest. I'd be willing to bet that after the week with him.. I probibly be getting kicked back here for a day or so... my luck they then move me back on road after that like the next week. I donno yet-- but the 7day break I was told about by the recruiter after class training... isn't happening.
I feel VERY VERY nervious... axious... kinda sick to my stomach... Ussually following this is a deep regret feeling like I really donno if wanna/can do this. But I donno. Worst comes to worst... guy will say im a worthless pile and kick me out after we get back and somehow I have to find another job. I donno.
Right now I just trying my best to find someway to calm down all my panic and worries. Feels odd finally being back in a room thats actually worth being in.
